Thankful-in EVERY situation?

You know, the Bible in 1 Thess 5, tells us to be thankful in every situation. In my head, I twisted it to mean ‘be thankful for the situation’ itself. But no! Not necessarily! I can be thankful that – if I’m truly surrendered to God- the situation is working out some mysterious plan that will yet be unveiled to me, but I can definitely find other things to be thankful for, even if it’s not the actual situation itself.

Take Ankylosing Spondylitis. I will never be thankful for it. Nobody ‘needs’ it in particular, in order to become a better person. I certainly didn’t need it. I know others have said that it has helped them care more. But I always cared. But I can be thankful for the care providers available – if they’re any good. I can be thankful that I’m not relying on strangers to pay for treatment. I can pay, even if that means losing out on holidays away, fewer books for me to read etc.

I will never be thankful for the past 11 nights of no sleep. Firstly thanks to my cooking, gasping, wheezing lungs, and now also because of AS that was just waiting too come at me full force. But I can be thankful for the people who ask, “Ok…Your meds are finished but you’re not better. What next?” I’m thankful for the concern and care. For a burden borne before I even share it.

I am not thankful for the situation that gave rise to yesterday’s post. But I’m thankful for the gracious friend I sent it to who totally understood. And I’m grateful for the friend who fully understood the audacity when someone else tried to insert themselves in my situation and said they “know” what I’m going through when they cannot ever know, given they only have a third of the number of children I have, none have the intellectual and behavioural problems mine have, are all double digit age, and she has none of the realities I mentioned in the post. And definitely had never felt what I shared in the very final closing sentence. I can be grateful for shared facepalming.😁😁I almost felt like I had written in Greek, that that would be a response to the entirety of my post. I’m thankful for the confirmation that I’m not crazy.

I am hopeful that my lungs will not stay like this. I need sleep. I need to breathe. I need silence. I need not to stumble out of bed to hide in the bathroom hoping my coughing won’t wake the entire house.

I can be thankful that I turn heads.

After all, I walked past a nail salon place and my cough was so stunning that everybody inside there looked at me. I felt like I had the plague!

We all like to stop traffic, don’t we?😉

Yesterday was a public holiday here. Husband went to buy fruit for us so I don’t scare people. I can be thankful for that too. Fruit.

In every situation, I hope I’ll manage to find something to be thankful for.