If one ever doubted my girl had ADHD and autism, they’d be proven wrong. She has so much energy, can’t focus on even short bursts of the very “school” SHE demands, and becomes extremely hyper fixated… Along with wanting things a certain way and no other way!
Tonight, her twin did her usual “Meh, who cares about sleep?” thing. But this time, as has happened a few times, she joined in too! I heard happy sounds and went into her room where she was sitting up and having the time of her life. I asked why she’s awake at 2am. “I’m playing around.. singing..” Indeed! Who DOESN’T sing and play by 2 am??
She cracked me up when after I prayed, she added, “Dear Jesus, thank you for Mommy, she’s so glad and happy. Help her back to not be sore and she mustn’t steal from anyone!” Not sure about that last part!🤣
I’m glad and happy she only felt glad and happy vibes from me! That’s all I want. For my children to never feel like burdens even on my hardest days when – like now- I’ve had minimal pain and alone time and maximum suffering.
Jesus said to take up our cross and follow Him. Simon of Cyrene helped carry it, but only Jesus could hang on it. And so, I’m thankful for those who carry my cross when it becomes too heavy. I hope God finishes my crucifixion soon though.
Today, my second Cosentyx injection is meant to arrive. Let’s hope it does because I’m meant to inject today. I can say that after one dose, I’m still deteriorating. Let’s see how the next months go! With a bit more sleep please! Though to be fair, I was already awake with bone pain in my shoulder, knee and lower back anyway.
I pray my girl’s happy go lucky nature never ends. She is so bubbly-at times!
They said I should write a book 